never pretend

wander on in, my faithless love
kiss me and love me, tell me you try
wander on out, my faithless love
you kill me, darling, you're making me die

wander on back to your homeland
touch lips to the girl who waits
wander on out to the waste land
find other girls who's love to sate

wander on in, my faithless darling
touch me and love me, tell me you care
wander on out, my faithless darling
you're killing me, my heart has a tear

so wander away, but aways come back
to kiss me and hold me, to love me again
so wander on home, aways come back
my heart full of love, and I'll never pretend.

cause i love you

wake to other songs

come down, come back
close your tired eyes now
i missed the ending
do you know i love you?
break my heart

no fear will now attack you
close your pretty eyes now
i missed the ending
you never knew i loved you.
closed foreverlasting

forgive me, for i lack
nothing lovely ever dies
i missed the ending
did you know i loved you?
i never said.

my silence burns worse
lovely wisdom never lies
i missed your ending
did i say i loved you?
break my heart

come down, come back
close your tired eyes
i missed the ending
you never knew i loved you
i never said.

never speak to me again,
i'll, i'll lay you in this grave.
i'll, i'll sing this lullaby.
'goodnight. goodnight, goodnight
darling, wake to better songs'

too late at night...

if someone was the middle of the ocean, do you think they would know they were wet?

how can people be so clueless when it comes to being loved?
there are times, more often then should be, that i would swear no one would care if i killed myself...
then i see a brief glimpse at how many people actually know my name, how many random kids look up to me, how many adults actually respect me.
but then i think, most of those people have seen one side of me, they think i have it all together...if they only knew...

but some of them know i don't have it all together and they love me anyways. when i can see that then i know i am wet and the ocean is very beautiful...

while i was sleeping...

hello beautiful
im awake
is it any different now?
then when I went to sleep?

i thought the world would
change.
while i was fast asleep
i guess that i was wrong.
cause nothing changed at all.

hello beautiful
i just woke up
you're just as beautiful
as you were before.

i thought the world would
change.
while i was fast asleep
but i see that i was wrong
cause nothing changed for good

hello beautiful
im awake now
you make me sigh again
just as you did before

i thought the world
would change
when i was fast asleep
but i guess that i was wrong
cause nothing changed at all.

hello beautiful
i wish i weren't awake
you're just as beautiful
as you were before

goodbye beautiful
i'm sleeping now again
perhaps i'll wake