the day I lost my innocence,
the day I can't rewind.
a time I thought I wanted it,
a time I strived for it.
they told me it was perfect,
they told me I could fly.
the moment of the knowing,
the moment underwhelms.
a whispered bitter realization,
a whispered doubt.
the deepest hell should punish me,
the deepest Love prevailed.
the day I saw my Monster soul,
the day I saw my Savior.